Evolution or Creation.....possibly both:

Many a theorist have argued over evolution and creation, now what if, when the big bang occurred evolution became fact.  Did we evolve from the fish to the apes and to latter day man, man without much thought.  Did a greater being land upon the earth and decide to mate with the evolution which had occurred, eventually succeeding in creating man as we are today.

If this is so, then both are correct with evolution being the first and creation being the second aspect.  Does it really matter I wonder, we are here now and we just have to make the most of it, we cannot change that which occurred.  Mind you can we?  Mmmm what about parallel dimensions, can we change to one which is peaceful and then dilute this one altogether.  Oh dear the mind boggles!!

So here we are back to the beautiful angels, man or woman or just androgynus.

The beasts united, how do their minds work, are they the more sensible beings, do they know more than us?  Anything is possible.  We tend to think that we are the greatest and in charge of the animal kingdom but I think we will all have such a great surprise at our eventual demise.

Going back to the Big Bang, many deny that it happened so there we are ......... oh dear, if so I am wrong again I fear......(big smiles).  It really isnt important but it keeps the brain active......

Reubens leave, this isnt about you just because you think you are royal......xxx

Karma and Reincarnation....

Myself I believe in karma and reincarnation, cant remember if I have mentioned this before but it has to be an answer as there are so many people suffering through the atrocities of others.  It really is hard to believe why these things are happening, this is why I believe.

We talk about karma if we are unhappy about something but what if that something is our own karma?  If we talk about reincarnation then certain things could have happened in another life or in our present situation.

 None of it really gets us any nearer to the truth as so many do not believe at all, just the final curtain, darkness, nothing.  I have tried to put myself in that position and it is a funny feeling.  I remember when I was in the juniors just sitting at the desk and visualising nothing, absolutely nothing.  Spooky as for me there is truly something.

One of my teachers used to get the pupils to sit, close their eyes and then he would ask what we saw, ok I saw nothing and this is where I got the idea of visualising it.  This went on for many a year and each time a little thought would creep in, with practice though it is possible to do it to a certain extent.  I am now talking about a different nothingness than the actual demise of life.  When accomplished other thoughts and feelings present themselves.  Visions, excursions down another avenue, it truly is interesting.  I do it often but when I realise what exactly is happening the visions disappears.

No matter what, I truly believe that even those who think there is nothing, something will creep into the departed soul and show them that there is a light, a wonderful light of understanding.  Whilst we are on this plain of thought faith goes a long way to helping one to get over the trials and tribulations of life.  Basically, in my mind, the soul itself is free we are just anchored by our heavy bodies, the vehicle which we chose to travel in.  Many say that we are just in a school with its many classes, some good and some bad.  We wont be allowed out until a lesson is learnt.

Now on the other hand, there is a theory that we do not have to reincarnate on this mortal plain at all, all just a case of not knowing I would say.......

I guess if we live our lives in as much peace as we can and not in pieces, we will survive whatever the case maybe....

Take care now.....

How to........

Mmmm how to have a committee who agrees with each other, get rid of the ones who dont and ban them from joining again. Go around to some and challenge them until they are in tears and in the end give in. The mind boggles because I thought we were under a democratic rule and that everyone had the right to their say.  Well it doesnt seem that way.

Mind you I joined a committee years ago, I had been going to a Spiritualist Church and was very naive at the time.  I enjoyed every moment of it and thought that they were all spiritual people.  I was under the impression that they realised that everyone had a point of view and each point was valid.  Well after a few years I joined the committee, I wish I hadnt.  I saw behind the scenes and the unfairness which was going on.  The main clique chose and made their own rules for those whom they deemed worthy to be sitting, for another in particular who wanted to join they denied her the right saying that it was the rule.  See they didnt really like her because she smoked and she was very down to earth but willing to learn.  I was amazed tbh.

After a while because I understood everyones point of view I was told by the chairwoman that I had to come down off of the fence and to take sides in a particular thing which was going on.  I couldnt take sides as each of them had a right to their view.  In the end because I wouldnt be hypocritical I left, it broke my heart at the time and I remember crying most of the night.  Silly eh but there we are that was me.  Now it seems that these things are still in play, so sad, so bad.  Always one who wants to be Queen Bee and others who follow like sheep.  I think in this case we have two or three Queen Bees but at times the lefthand doesnt know what the righthand is doing so no matter what even if one is responsible for the beginning of the group in question, it doesnt matter.  After many many years they have decided she doesnt fit in because she dare oppose them.  Life eh but hopefully karma will come into play.

Well a cat and a dog supposed to be enemies, they have sorted out their problems no disputes there bless their cotton sox.  I really think that many animals have the answer, all they want is love and affection and a good meal.  So easy to sort out, I feel sad for those who dislike all animals they are missing out on the love which they return in thanks for a good home and comfort.

Take care everyone, a problem is only a problem when one thinks it cannot be resolved but everything can be resolved one way or another.  If it isnt resolved to our satisfaction then perhaps it isnt the right time for our welfare to come into play.  Rest assured though I do believe we are guided and when one door closes another opens for the good of all.  Positive or negatively it will happen, life teaches but we have to take note of the lessons, work on them and look to the future goal of all mankind not just a few dictorial people who have their own lessons to learn.

I think.......

Oh dear, I think one of the most disappointing things in our material life is when a friend whom one thought was loyal, lets you down.  I dont worry for myself but I do for my family and I hurt for them.

The ones I am on about have been so loyal to this other person, they have stood up for her and not entered into a conversation when they could have just joined in.  Sad, sad, sad....and yet they have been true to themselves so they have nothing to approach themselves about at all.  Now the lies are being shown and I wonder why we have been so naive.

Aw well, karma is a great thing so lets hope it shines above every other thing.

Life is funny but to be honest I do not really think that loyalty is abundant with many people, some do not have the courage to stand up for what is right they follow like little lambs and then they go to the winning side.  That side wont alter because there is so much wrong with it, at this moment in time it seems like a dictatorship and if you do not agree then you are out!!  As simple as that....

So let me uplift myself and think of something great, but wait, what is great at this moment in time?

Our Louise would have celebrated her 50th birthday last 13th September, 2017, she so wanted to be here for it but sadly as I have said, she passed away.

At the beginning of the year her dad, my husband Rob, also passed.  Now we had him cremated and buried at the cemetry in the village.  I didnt like the position he was in, it grieved me as it was behind a rather large cross which was very unsafe.  To try and alter the situation I rang the council and told them that the cross was unsafe and that there wasnt any room for us to stand when a stone was laid.  He told me that the cemetry was filling up and that it was just filling in spaces.  I told him that that was my husband he was talking about and that he was worthy of more than a filler upper.  Anyway short of spending out more cash nothing could be done.  I felt like digging him up and bringing him home.

When I said to the Stonemason about it he suggested that we turn the stone around the other way, this is what we did.  It was near a pathway but over the hedge was the recycling bins.  There was a lovely round grassy area which I looked at and wondered why they hadnt used that if the cemetry was getting full.

Anyway when our Louise went she was the 2nd one to be placed on the round area.  I had tried to get her near Rob but it wasnt to be.  So I rang up the council and asked them if we could move Rob up with Louise.  The answer was yes.  After a few forms and cash being exchanged he was moved.

Now the area was originally grass but the council have stoned it, the two are near the pathway and I have to admit that I am very pleased.  They also overlook the sea at Westward Ho!

Now on Rob's we placed an Angel with the words "in the arms of an Angel", on Louise's we had a Robin set next to her name.

When Louise and George were in the unit where they were placed after being made homeless, long old story, they werent allowed to have visitors and came under a set of rules.  This was whilst the council were supposed to get her a permanent home.  Well as I live over an hours ride away, I would ring Louise two or three times a day to make sure she was ok.  She would tell me that she was outside the unit in her wheelchair feeding a Robin.  This little soul would jump up on her footplate and Louise took great pleasure in attending to it.  Before the casket was taken into the crematorium a little Robin passed the funeral car.  It was as though Louise was saying "its ok we are still here".

All her friends remembered her birthday and put lovely words upon her facebook, they were/are loyal friends and they looked out for her.  She was mum to all......

Ah well such is life, another day dawneth and it will soon be Christmas.......

Lest we should forget

An elephant never forgets, such beautiful creatures.  I have collected many statuetts over the years, large ones with the tear in their eyes.  A mother and her two babies, small mantlepiece selections.  My question is how did they acquire the title of not forgetting.  Strange through the years things have been labelled with different aspects of life.

Is it good to keep all our memories, do we need them, our minds tend to get so cluttered that surely we must dispose of many.  There are some which are very special and ones which will never ever be released into the ether.

2016 was a very bad year for my family and I, in January I lost my precious husband and then at the end of the year in November I lost my lovely daughter.  These things will never be forgotten.  Now I feel a sense of loss even though I am surrounded by others.

The loss continues as others are a pair and I am one on my own,  have to sort out my life and see where I want to go.  There is a part of me which is quite content but then the sensitivity of being just me takes over.  I am not a me me person but in this instance I have to consider me before it is to late.  On the other hand what should I do, I still have my daughter's dogs so have 5 in all.  The youngest of Louise's wants all the attention and she has just cost me a £330 vets bill whereby she attacked Scrooge my lovely little one.  They were all left in the charge of my grandchildren whilst I went on a fortnights camping holiday, it happened the day before we were due back.  It isnt the first time she has got him and yet she is so gentle, they just clash.  That and a large pane of glass broken makes me wonder whether I should have gone away.

There is such a lot I really want to scream about but one always says, the least said the soonest mended but, what about the next time, no one to confide in.

So there we are I have to pull myself together and see what exactly I want to do with the rest of my life.  It makes me feel selfish as I always consider the rest of the world, the plight it is in, for me I have everything but I have lost so much.  Karma has to be solved but I need to know which way I am supposed to go.  Will just have to get my brain in gear I guess.  Take care everyone.